So, we have finally hit our 'fertile days'. We have been doing what we are supposed to do but I haven't been feeling too well. I think I'm severely dehydrated so we have been dealing with that as well. I've only been feeling horrible yesterday and today but that seems like enough. I couldn't even eat anything yesterday and, when I did, it felt like I was going to puke it up. I've been really dizzy and I'm trying to sleep it all off today. Three or four nights ago, I think I had a panic attack. M and I were arguing about something and I got a severe pain in the left side of my chest that wouldn't go away. Eventually, I forced myself to sit up and it was like it never happened. It really scared me.
The theme of the week seems to be 'phantom pains'. Last night, I started getting a pain in my back. It's right under my left shoulder blade pretty much right where the chest pain was but on the other side. It doesn't seem too bad but it doesn't seem like it's going away either.
Speaking of health things, we have an appointment to go and get our eyes checked on Wednesday and we are going to make a dentist appointment after that. Now that we have health insurance, we want to make sure that everything is taken care of.
We aren't going to be getting our school money for another two weeks or so. That means that the only money we have coming in is from M's job. I've been applying to jobs left and right and have a few interviews but I can't help but to wonder if I could even hold down a job while in school. We don't really need it but it would be nice to be able to get ahead on things for once or even to put some money away for a vacation. I have a tricky school schedule but I only go 3 days a week. That means that I could easily work part time and still have time for school (and homework, I hope).
Until we get our school money, things are a little tight but it isn't anything that we can't handle. It just means that we have to eat at home instead of going out and we have to do cheap or free things for entertainment. Oh, and we have to watch our use of gas. Everything else, we're good with but the gas thing sucks. All of my friends and family live about an hour drive away from where I am. That means that I won't be doing any social things for a little bit. Eating in should be simple. I went grocery shopping a couple of weeks ago and still have a ton of food. Cheap or free entertainment shouldn't be so bad either. We have coupon cards that allow us to do some things around home for super cheap or free. We also have Netflix and have shows that we watch together.
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