Cycle 2

Sorry it's been so long since my last update.  Things have been crazy busy!  School started for me and M.  We are already so busy with it that it's hard to find time to do anything!  My classes require so much studying this semester that it's all I do!

We are starting round 2 of the Clomid.  It's the same dosages as last month because I didn't get in for the serum progesterone on time last month.  The good news is that all of my temperatures seem like they are right where they're supposed to be.  I forget exactly what day we are on but it's the beginning of the fertile period and I am really hopeful this time!  All of my temps have been under the cover line and they have all been 97.3 or 97.5.  I'm just waiting for the dip or the rise that says ovulation!

I know that the Clomid may not be enough to make me ovulate if I haven't been but I guess we'll cross that bridge when we come to it.  I don't even know if I was ovulating before the Clomid.

I keep doing this optimist-pessimist thing where I feel so great about it and then, when things don't end up right, I just want to stop trying.  It's something that we both want so bad but I am starting to feel the effects physically and emotionally.  Sometimes, I even decide that I want to stop trying but then I change my mind back pretty quickly.

I think that I can even tell when I'm being emotional from the Progesterone or Clomid too.  This cycle, I took one pill of progesterone and started later that day so I didn't have to finish them.